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Saturday, December 15, 2012

Peace, Drama, and an Apology

Heeey.
Okay, yeah, this is another post responding to all the drama. People think that I directly hate all these haters because I'm whining about them on my blog. No, I don't. I honestly think Kinyonga, XxFieryWolfxX/MagicDream, Ducier, devon78303, and some other strongy-opiniated jammers who comment are awesome, I've met them before, and I enjoyed spending time with them. I think they are good people. I just don't agree with some of their actions. All I ever said was that they really don't need to crictize every single thing I do, and jump too conclusions so fast. Honestly, I read some comments, and you guys are making me sound worse than I am. All I ever said was that I mentioned Kinyonga and a few others for disagreeing with everything I do, and if this keeps up, I'm going to delete/stop this blog, which is still true. Y'all are making me sound like I'm sending death threats, Jeez.




My last post got over 200 comments, which I don't even bother reading every single one (no offense, I usually read comments on normal posts and reply to them) because most of it is just about all this this shit. But, one comment did affect me. D:
XxFieryWolfxX noticed my "The Truth" page was down, and jumped to a conclusion saying I don't want the truth to be known anymore. Now, first of all, why would I suddenly not want it to be known, when pretty much all my friends and my fans know it, and 2000+ others know it? I replied saying it is under maintenance, which it is, and will be finished when all this drama mellows down. Kinyonga on her sister's profile commented telling me it was lies. Lies? Really? You think I would make all that up? I even have witnesses, and I wouldn't poor my heart out and take three hours to type that all up if it was lies, plus, that page got my blog started, and my blog become more 'popular' 'cause I actually published and admitted all my mistakes, and you think all these fans are fans because they think I'm lying? Sorry, I'm not trying to be cocky, just prove a point.

People/Jammers don't understand, that by these last few posts, I'm trying to clear things up, and end this, which all my haters say they want to, but they can't seem to agree on anything, even when I admit my faults. Am I offending anyone here, or hating on my haters in this post? Please tell me if I am, 'cause I'm not aware of it.

Another topic came up in the comments, that I'd like to add onto a little bit. "Peace". 
 Someone commented saying, Why can't we all wish for world peace?" Well, in fact, many people wish that. Mistgaze then commented that peace is an illusion, which, if you think about all the bad things in the world, it kinda is. Kin commented "No it isn't! Don't say that!" Well, I know it's not really great to say things like that, peace isn't an illisuion, but I don't know the correct term for it. It's more of a fantasy. I then commented, and tried to explain that it's not bad not to have peace. (Sorry double negitive) I said, It's impossible in this world. The world would be boring with peace. Everyone would agree, and nothing interesting or new would happen. I'll make an analogy. When you're in art class, and you're teacher tells you to paint a picture of a penguin, you have a certain idea in mind, right? You paint a picture of a penguin standing on an iceberg in the middle of the ocean. But, you look over and see your friend's drawing, and she painted a cartoon penguin in a restaurant eating lamb chops. You would've never thought of that!, right? So in short, by not having peace, we can have different ideas and explore and have more to discover, even if it isn't always great. At the end, I added "even if it isn't always great" which apparently some people didn't read, 'cause some people commented saying I like war. NO? I don't like war! Unfortunately, war is one of those not-so-great ideas that I was referring to.
 Mentions of the book "The Giver" and "Wrinkle in Time" were in the past comments, and those are honestly two of my favorite books. I love what infinity commented, it's what I was trying to explain, but he worded it better, Peace is impossible because all utopias are dystopias in their own way. For example, if you've read The Giver, in the end it turns out to be a dystopia. The world is fair enough the way it is, because people are all unique in their own way and can explore. Peace in truth, would never truly exist. We'll have our own schisms and conflicts and there will always be changing tides. Like whats been going on in the past few posts of this blog. Its been quite a mess,the past few posts, like a war of defenders and haters... .-.
Infinity
If you don't know what utopia is, it's a perfect, ideal world. The Kin commented, saying we don't get it. We FULLY get it, I also agree that if there was peace everywhere, it would be great. We're just saying that just because we don't have peace, doesn't mean the world is an awful place. We just need to know how to handle our conflicts. (Some of us don't know how to handle our current conflict on this blog..) When people think of peace and no peace, they automatically think of wars, raping, guns, murdering, and all that nasty stuff. That's the obvious downside of not having peace. But you know the different types of art, such as comics, cubism, sketching, black and white, pastels, that's just an example of not having peace, 'cause everyone's unique and has different ideas. If we respect each other's ideas, we can be happy and not have peace at the same time. Right?
 Kin commented again, saying there should be peace, and that her dad is a peacemaker. That's WONDERFUL that your dad's a peacemaker, and there are people willing enough who don't give up and want to make peace. Yes, I agree, that there SHOULD be peace, but in a world like this, it's merely an illusion. Anon commented saying that I said the world is better without peace and that I'm happy there's war and evilness and that I'm crazy. That's BS. I never said the world is better without peace, OF COURSE it would be better with peace, OF COURSE I'm NOT happy there is war, and OF COURSE I don't like evil. [But side note - just because some people like the fact that there is war and evil (*gasp* yes, some people do) doesn't mean there crazy, some people get very deep depression and there mind can change on it's own without the person wanting it to, resulting in the person thinking like that. This has happened to my close friends, and I've been expierenced through it.]
 Another mention of the Giver book. Ilovemypets8 says she would like peace, which I think almost everyone would. She gives an everyday example of how we don't have peace in this world, and Fiery and Kin agree, which I also agree with too. (Something we can agree on! :D)
Fiery then comments saying that I'm asking for this drama. How so? I'm trying to resolve it by not being too defensive, admitting my mistakes, and trying to come on an agreement with this. She says I should get over it, and then continue making my old posts. Those two things go together, I can't exactly get over it when I have so many hate comments on a blog I worked so hard on, and all these haters are a reverse motivation making me not want to make my old posts anymore. I agree that there is too much drama. She says not a lot of people read my blog anymore, which is incorrect. I'm actually been getting more pageviews everyday, from all this commenting, (150 more on average) and you shouldn't say something like that if you don't know. I know, I am part of the drama, and there is no way for me to get out of it because I am on one end of it. I agree with your last statement, saying there SHOULD be peace, but it is a mere fantasy. 
Devon then comments asking why I don't want peace, and that I like war. I think I've covered my response to that a few times in this post.

An Apology to MagicDream - I remember four months back, when you were talking to Cair and admitted that you liked him. Well, right before than, Cair had asked me out and I said yes. So, I came in, and you had just asked if he was single, and we both told you no, and said we've been dating since two minutes ago. I know, that was rude of us, I'm sorry. I've known you've always liked him, and the time recently when he told you that he was single, said he liked you, and you told him you wouldn't quit because of him, and that you loved him, then he came and layed next to me, and you felt betrayed, I'm sorry about that. D: I was feeling sad that day, and Cair and I started joking about that, then he actually did it, and I laughed. I'm really sorry about that, and It's most likely one of the reasons you dislike me so much. I don't hate you, like you said I do, I just don't agree with most of your actions. (Side note - I'll make a post later about Cair and I)

Random fact- I say "Most likely" a lot because I can never remember how to spell 'Probably' right and I'm too lazy to use spell check. xD

okay, bye.
~breathless

42 comments:

  1. I understand.

    Lets just try to stay peaceful.

    Sorry if I offended you Breathless or anyone else.

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  2. Very inspiring. Most people won't come clean at all. You won't believe how proud I am of you. Today I looked in my inbox and someone called me something mean for saying something. Well you have like 100x worse than I do. I hope you all can be friends.

    ~Merry Christmas. Best of wishes to you all, and God bless.

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  3. Breathless I love your blog. I've been reading it for quite a long time now. Just never posted, anyways maybe we could be friends sometime! Once again I love your blog and YouTube channle. Keep up the good work.

    -Pikachu333

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  4. Breathless i accept your apology but one quick question..you have apologized to me in the past for other things you have done..I'm not getting into it...if your truley sorry why do you keep being so mean to me? I never did anything as nearly as bad to what you did I me..and you know that.

    Stating the facts and keeping it real

    XxFieryWolfxX

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    1. Because issues and actions that I disagree with keep coming up, I suggest other options for you, and somehow it turns into this.
      (Note: No one other then Fiery should reply to this comment, keeping it from turning into a comment war)

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    2. Another question why did you say I'm fun to gossip about and all the other mean things..?

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    3. Because as a human, it is fun to gossip about other people. We all know that everyone at some point in our lives gossips about someone.

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  5. Meep! Apology accepted! :) And I'm sorry too. Can we be buddies? I sent you a request.

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  6. I don't think you get the point about peace, Breathless. We can have different ideas and opinions WITH peace, if we handle it the right way.

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    1. ☼pielover4ever☼December 16, 2012 at 9:25 AM

      well basically she's saying like 50% peace is good and 50% is bad. Its good because we can all have our own ideas, but bad because of fighting and wars. She only likes the GOOD half of it.

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    2. I get exactly what you're saying, Anon, and I agree with you.

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    3. @Anon - Yeah...

      @Pie - Ok, that makes sense! :)

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  7. im just gonna point out something - 2 somethings actually. firstly kin said that she was joking afterwards, about that first comment of hers u put up, and secondly how come u said to magic that she was great to gossip about, and all that stuff u said about her and her mom?

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    1. When did Kin say she was joking?
      I never said anything about Magic's Mom.
      Let's just be real - It is honestly fun to gossip about people, it's in human nature. Most everyone gossips at some time in their life, and I know for a fact Magic has before, too, and enjoyed it.

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    2. Your not me. You don't know anything about me. You have no right to say that I enjoy gossiping. First off yes I have done it but that doesn't mean I enjoy it.

      Yes you did say something about my mom.. On my birthday over the summer you posted a comment on my old blog saying " I bet your mom regrets giving birth to you everyday".

      XxFieryWolfxX

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    3. erm... kin put a comment in reply saying "Oh, and that comment of mine which said "Oh no. Great. Just what I wanted... Sorry everyone! Prepare for more LIES etc!!" it was a JOKE... sheesh! no sense of humour :/" so...

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  8. Excuse me, XxFieryspiritxX is NOT magic, Your getting confused. XxFieryspiritxX Is me.

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    1. Sorry! Spirit/Wolf is confusing!

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    2. Yeah it's fine... Magic confused me with herself once XD.

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  9. And sorry about some of my comments, apology accepted.

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  10. Well at least now we can return to normal eh? Hooray for the calming blog world :D

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  11. I understand the hate is getting to you. Some people just don't understand what you say and over react. This is kinda of like a debate between people running for president expect it may never end :( I feel very sorry for you Breathless. They may not argue with you, but I do. Don't let them discourage you 'cause you are a beautiful person.

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    1. Stop, your adding even more drama to it, just stop.

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  13. yes no more haters everything is peace :) sry if i was being rude i'm only 10 and i have anger issuses hope i can learn better from kiny,breathless, and other nice people :P-lilysquinkies

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  14. Ah, I was mentioned.
    About my peace is an illusion.
    I apologize of this hurt anyone. It was crude to say it, I know, but it's truly what I think, though fantasy is a much better word for it, yes. I said it on one of those spur of the moment things when my impulsiveness kicks in and I blurt something out. The reason I said it was because...well...I...I guess this is just how I see peace. As an illusion, as a lie. Your parents tell you the world is a great place and they make it seem safe and then you take one look at the T.V. and see that some sadist killed a bunch of helpless children and it makes you cry and feel angry and hopeless and you hear that people are blowing each other up because they're greedy or envious or just because they can and it makes you feel small and terrified and you learn that the people you once thought of as heros were actually jerks and that how you learned that Colombus found America and then later learn that he was actually a pompous jerk who didn't and all this stuff you thought was true was not and that people rape an murder and steal and lie and the world is full of hatred and that facade of a perfect world your parents put up for you was actually a lie and the world sucks and humanity sucks and life is hell and peace is just a stupid figment of your imagination and that it never really existed, it was just an illusion. And I'm saying this and I feel stupid and that this probably makes a lot of people feel upset and I'm sorry but this is how I see the world. If you disagree with this... I envy you. You see the world in a much better life than I do and I envy you so much. I wish the world was peaceful. But I feel like trying to achieve peace is like being a dog chasing it's tail. You run around and around in circles trying desperately to get the thing you want that's taunting you right in front of your eyes teasing and mocking you and you just can't get it and eventually you realize that it's hopeless or you collapse from exhaustion. And it makes me so sad and mad that I see it this way but it's just the way I feel and I can't help it. I hate being that pessimist, that realist in this situation, but I am when it comes to the idea of peace. And I'm sorry.

    I also apologize to anyone who I may have hurt with my comments. I hate the fact that sometimes my words have hurt people's feelings and it makes me feel like shit as like a horrible person as than I realize that, let's face it, I am. I'm human. I tell people not to be mean and then I'm mean and that makes me a hypocrite and a coward and I have it so much so much I want to just curl up somewhere and never move again because of the idea that something I did or say hurt someone. I'm sorry, I'm do sorry I wish I didn't say some of the things I did, and I hope you can forgive me. I'm opinionated and I state what I think and I hate that about myself. I wish I could keep my cursed mouth shut and never speak again because words have come out that have hurt people. But I can't because I'm an impulsive opinionated ass and I know I am and if you hate me because of it I understand completely. I would have me too. I do hate me. I hate it so much, so so much it just makes me so mad at myself and I'm sorry. I'm not perfect and I wish I was and I wish I was nice all the time and cheery and helpful but I'm not, I'm just not, and I hate this just as much as you do, if not more. It's... I'm so tired now. Just please know that I'm sorry.
    If I spelled anything wrong, I'm sorry. I'm on my iTouch. Normally I would proofread, but I'm afraid that if I do I'll change some stuff and I don't want to do that. I just want to pour my heart out right here and now. Thanks.

    I liked this post a lot, Breathy. Thanks (:
    Happy Holidays to everyone, and good luck to any and all who have finals this week, like me(ugh, finals)
    ~MG

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  15. Ok I'm so sick of this blog. I know I'm not the only one feeling this way. I don't even care about all this crap anymore. I'm going to be the mature one and move on, and ignore both rj and breathless. Peace out Jammers! Never viewing this blog again! :)

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    1. didn't u already say that before? =-=

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    2. Anon, so what? it's her business what she does. Not yours. :3

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  16. I am not trying to offend anybody on this blog, but I think it is sort of ironic/funny/pathetic/other appropriate word that everybody is talking about how we should all try and make sure there is more peace in the world and then they start flipping out at each other. Just saying....

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  17. Okay well first of all, we all know that we all want peace. Unfortunately, peace will never happen because everyone is different. EVERYONE will ALWAYS have different opinions on EVERTHING!!!! Second of all, theres to much drama. Its been going on long enough. I know that you get a lot of hater comments, but JUST IGNORE THEM. Forgive everyone and be done with it! Whats done is done. Get on with life. Forgive and forget. The human race will NEVER COMPLETELY LIVE IN HARMONY! There will always be some sort of quarrel in the world. No one can abolish all evil snd bad from the world. I think everyone should just pause, take a deep breath, and get on with life.


    ---Josh52214

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    1. I totally agree, breathless, why don't you just ignore the hater comments? I get that it's hard and stuff... Just please.. We all want the old Goldy. Goldy posted stuff that wasn't drama. Breathless.......... Just try?

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  18. I'm a girl, but its okay :D
    And i'm too lazy to log into my blogger at this moment :P

    Infinity

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  19. Ok...
    so u guys better stop swearing im only nine and because of u people those stupid words are stuck in my brain and plus younger people can be reading this too for you information

    -coolgirl911
    P.S: That was my little sister, actually I'm 12

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  20. Peace is nice while it lasts, but it's never forever... I will get into a disagreement with a good friend sometime... and there will, believe it or not, be a World War 3 someday.

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  21. Peace out people! Don't argue, just peace out!

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  22. Ummmmmm............. just saying, I think some of the comments are giving you drama?
    Not saying it to offend others, but I'm guessing its true.

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