The Truth

I am XxFreeSpiritxX.

I admit it.

I can prove it to you if you really deny me.

You're most likely thinking, But I thought you quit?

I did.

Kinda.

About 3 weeks ago (Today is 7/19/2012) I I told everyone I quit. I gave away rares, deleted everyone, etc.

I did, actually for about 2 1/2 weeks.

Visits were too tempting.

Everyone was FURIOUS I deleted them.

I 'made MagicDream quit' (long story).

So a few days ago I switched to this account.

I barely had anything to switch though. xD

I told a good handful of my old buddies that I was free, and made them promise not to tell anyone.

It started out fine.

No one suspected anything, or even brought up XxFreeSpiritxX's name.

But eventually a few people that I didn't even tell, or ever knew, were jamagraming me saying they knew I was XxFreeSpiritxX.

I know most of you won't see this post, so that's why I'm publishing it.

Why did I give up XxFreeSpiritxX? I'll tell you the whole, long, story. Get some popcorn.

So, I started my AJ adventure on October 13th, 2011. At about 2pm.

My friend introduced it to me.

It was boring at first.

My user was InfinityEepdOutPaw.

I didn't have much interest.

My first 'rare' I remember was  a clover blanket, which I traded store bought different color items for.

I did that trade again, and had two clover blankets.

A yellow and a green.

I traded them both for a purple heart locket.

I can't remember what I did with it.. or what I traded for it..

I kinda left the game behind for awhile..

My brother, who is 10 years old joined Animal Jam.

His username was MisterArcticClaw.

He really enjoyed AJ, and became a member.

He got quite rare. Headresses (but he bought them)

A couple worn blankets, member gloves, but thats about it.

I thought it looked fun having all those friends, unique items, and more.

We started sharing the account.

Soon after, I begged my mom for my own member account. She wouldn't pay for two.

So, I started playing more and more on MAC. My brother, less and less.

I eventually took it all over, and he quit.

I hate to admit that I was kinda an AJ slut.

Cheating, dating, all that nasty stuff..

I met cubanboy.

Married him.

He gave me a lot of stuff.

Anything I wanted.

I remember my dream item then was a mech angel helmet.

He traded everything for a pink one and gave it to me.

He was still rare, though.

That kept continuing, the item getting rarer and rarer..

Viking hats (when they were rare)

Planet walls

Leaf necklace

Worn blankets

Solid black top hat

I traded a worn blanket for my non member wings that I still have today.

I left him behind..

Went to other guys..

On MAC, I wasn't as 'famous' as I was on XxFreeSpiritxX.

Only a few of my current friends knew me on MAC.

I got sick of people picking on me about the 'Mister' in my name.

They judged.

Taunted.

Wouldn't add me.

So I had a poll, on my old blog, animaljamfreedom.blogspot.com.

What should my new username be?

Some of the options I remember were...

XxFreeSpiritxX

YoungAndReckless

RecklessSoul

SpiritPup

AllAmericanJammer

And others..

XxFreeSpiritxX won.

I liked that one the best anyways.

I switched to XxFreeSpiritxX.

Instantly more people were friendlier, nicer, and gave more respect.

I remember I met RJKingBeast, one of my best friends, the minute after I switched.

I became rarer, my blog had more views each day, and life was just generally better then. (This was in mid March.)

Months and months later, I got a few overtrades including tan carpets and red top hats.

I wasn't just super rare anymore. I was ultra rare. It kinda scared me.

A couple months later, I was even rarer. Since I had joined in October, everyone thought I became rare way too quickly. A few people spread rumors about me hacking. That was just the start.

People accused, judged, blamed. I was in hiding for about a week.

I hid all my rares.

Deleted many.

Not fun, if you're wondering.

In the past two months on XxFreeSpiritxX, It was chaos.

People couldn't handle their seflishness. Begging, lying, trying to hack me!

Friends were dropping like flies, due to rares, drama, 'famousness'.

My blog was pretty popular, and way too hard to handle.

When I deleted someone, their would be a rampage from them.

Hate would be automatic from all their friends.

Magic797 drama didn't help either.

Rares were too hard to handle. I could literlally get almost any item on AJ I wanted.

I had too much, and it was going to my head.

All top hats, 2 founders, 2 non member wings, Tan carpet, Mira statues, Fire pits, zios sculptures, Member gloves, Rhino helmets, Royals + and all leafs before they were rare, A LOT of stuff. ( I don't mean to brag )

It was too much, and AJ was creating to much drama in my reality.

I was on AJ too much.

I couldn't go in Jamaa Township without people attacking about 'What for my items' and they couldn't respect if it wasn't for trade.

But no one wants to stay cooped up in their den all day, am I right?

It was too much, I eventually quit my blog.

Sometimes you just want to hide.

I hid 90% of my rares.

I only wore my favorites.

Some friends were posting mean stuff about me..

There's more, but I think you get the point.

AJ was also taking over my studying time, which caused a lower grade in math.

I had written a post that I was going to publish about why I want to quit in April.. but I never finished or published it.

Here it is, directly copied from Animal Jam Freedom.

Ello, Jammers of all animals! FS XxFreeSpiritxX Here.

Here is an A-Z to list of mostly why I want to quit:

A. Animal Jam is a game.

Animal Jam is an online website, meant for fun and games.

More and more jammers everyday are exchanging Phones numbers, Skype adresses, planning to meet each other and giving away REAL life information. I admit to doing some of it, but it is already going to far.

B. Blogs.

Blogs! Just like this one you are reading right this very instant. Everyone feels a need to make a blog, trying to compete for a bigger and better one. LoveLost's blog take for example, nothing against her but everyone wants to be like it. Everyone gets overworked in trying to create a popular blog, and if they don't get enough views then they think they are lame! :(

C. Codes.

Codes, simply. Animal Jam brings out codes to get free stuff, but that hasn't been happening very lately.

Think of it this way..Kids are learning codes, which can be described as a form of Cheating. Codes can be very effective, and if some kids learn this way, Imagine what real-life things they can accomplish (Not in a good way) by using codes?

D.Dating.

Yes, we all can admit to doing it. But that's not the soul purpose of Animal Jam, like many people use if for. I bet you if you log into AJ Right this very minute, there will be at least 2 Jammers in Jamaa chanting "If you Like me say I" or "If you like me come to my den", "I need a guy", "I like naughty girls" or something like that. Also, it can be very socially awkward, I would know. If you really want to find a relationship, use eHarmony or something, seriously. I am not saying there is something wrong about it, it's just overrated.

E.Energy.

Playing games all the time doesn't provide for much energy. You and I both know we need energy to get thru the day. In science class we are learning that energy makes things GO, RUN, or HAPPEN. Don't we need things Happen in life? Don't we need things to run? Or to Go? Exactly. I know I am ALWAYS about to fall asleep after being on the computer for 3+ hours after school. This topic leads me onto my next one...

F.Focus!

I can't focus anymore! I have been spending SO much time on the computer, staring at a screen. I am in honors classes, and gets a's. I have to read a whole lot, and when you can't focus, you can't read. I also play sports. Including Hockey, Basketball, Track, and Volleyball. If you can't focus, you cannot play sports. This is probably affecting my lifestyle most of all. In school, I tend to zone out a lot :|

G.Gaming

Gaming alone takes up much of our daily lives, a little too much. I always prefer outdoors, and I can't believe how obsessed I am with this game. It makes me mad at myself, feel alone, and feel bad about myself. I don't like spending half my nights on gaming websites, let alone get addicted to another game. I don't like how I am just staring at a screen. It is a scientific fact that you tend to eat more in front of a screen, which is bad for our health if you don't the exercise to be equivalent to it.

H.Haters :(

Yes, the Unfortunate truth. Haters most commonly go with clans, clubs, cliques, and rares. People become  way  to Jealous over rares. Which if you scroll down to 'R' you can see my wonderful, practical description of what rares REALLY are. Which I know that Spino11 agrees with me. Also, Haters come with 'Fame' that is usually developed by blogs, or then again rares. Greenfun told me which is a true statement, that not a lot of us realize is that - On Animal Jam, everyone is equal. None of us are more important then another, which a lot of us think we are. Yes, there are Hater DENS made, Hater POSTS made, hater CLANS made, and much, much more out-of-the-box and unnecessary ideas and things made against another Jammer.

I.Impostors.

I recently just got an impostor, thank you to ilovekats for telling me. xXFreeSpirtXx is their name. Do you guys have any idea how indescribably rude this is? I Have my own individuality.Now, if you want to be like me, you don't have to make up a name that is almost like mine. You can copy my patterns, dress like me, design your den like mine, or something. I don't care, I take it as a compliment. But when someone goes around PRETENDING to be me, that's just obscure. Actually, in the Adult world ILLEGAL. You can be put in JAIL or PRISON for having a fake identity or stealing someone's Identity, which again --- What is this teaching children?

J.Jealousy.

There is Jealously all around as I have mentioned before in this post. Mostly between rares, like Freedom items, top hats, nm wings and worn blankets. Also, I have seen horrible friendships spilt up including my own with Crystal82 broke up, and now she can't even stand to look at me ;( I miss you, darling. Anyways, it also commonly happens between Jammers 'Boyfriends' and 'Girlfriends' friends become jealous of each other's partner, and how rare they are, handsome, pretty etc. It's disturbing, because we are all equal.

K."Kill them!"

As in Clans. In my opinion, clans are gangs. Gangs in real life never turn out good. Their is excluding, violence and bullying. I have been in a few clans before, and it never turned out well. I have had a whole clan against myself, for a reason that wasn't even my fault. I have been in the 'famous' Madjaster's clan, and he is overrated too. He added me, and no offense to him, but he sure has an ego. Wonder how it happened? Fame. So now this poor guy is probably also stuck-up in real life, and again, What is this teaching children? I deleted him.

L.Lying.

Their is so much lying going around Animal Jam it sickens me. Even the HQ has lied to us. The one time I specifically remember it is when Animal Jam published it's last December 2011 newspaper, saying that horses will come in 2012. We didn't get horses until two weeks into the new year. Also, lying has to do with scammers. Scammers lie to say that " I swear to God why would I scam you? " "My parents work for AJHQ so I can't scam you " " I have never scammed" "  I have been scammed before""It's my birthday send me rares" And so on and so forth.

M.Money/ Membership

You have all probably heard your parents or another adult complain about the Economy, or just money problems in general. LIFE comes with a COST. My dad has retired, and pensions don't come with a lot of money. My mom, me and my brother were also all in a car collision two years ago. That means a lot of money is spent on Physical therapy, lawyers, law suits and much more - along with the regular things we have to spend on regular life. I AM a member, and addicted to the privileges that membership allows. This does cost money, maybe not a lot but it's sad that I am paying for this, when all it really provides is addiction, debates, and coordination loss. This does lead me into my next topic...

N.Non-Members 

These Jammers are treated AWFULLY! My great friend BeautifulBlackWolf who is an author of Fiery, is treated terribly by the other Moderators! It is not non-members fault that they can't afford membership, or their parents are strict. Or, just maybe did some wake up to reality, sorry to say. Also, Animal Jam is being WAY too pushy and unfair in new updates, which are mostly fo members. On my non member accounts, I get 5 jamagrams a month telling me to get a membership, and how great is to be a member.

O.Overrated.

Overrated! This whole site is overrated! Friends forever, turns into real information. Love, turns into meeting each other in real life, which I know a couple who is planning to do {Won't mention any names}. RARES! SCAMMING! BLOGS! FAME! CLANS! Everything! It's so indescribable it's hard to put into words. This is an online game, wake up to reality!

P.

Q.Quitting.

Everyone always says the are going to quit, make it dramatic and want to seek attention, to feel special. (Again, Jealously, Attention Seeking, Lying, What is this teaching children?) I am so sick of my best friends saying it, and I know they won't be back. Yet if I don't seem like I care, or cry and stuff then I won't be considered a good friend when they WILL/DO come back. It is so irritating, I just want to go and hide in my den. Also, people give out their items and rares to their friends as a 'Remembrance of Me' gift. I have gotten many of these gifts, and people always want them back. Some I have given back, considered if it is important or special to me. Also, it is so Judgmental that these 'quitters' give out their rarest items to their closest friends, their partner they are dating, etc. It's just rude :| I will be keeping my 'rares' to prevent that from happening. (No offense to my good buddies)

R.Rares!

You most likely knew I was going to do 'Rares' for R. Well, first of all I sometimes don't want to be 'Rare' after all. It wrecks your whole Animal Jam life for you, and gets you hooked up in pixelated clothes to be on an ANIMAL that you are pretending to be in a VIRTUAL world. See how sad that is? I mean, sure I love the cool clothing but it gets depressing. People so desperate...so...so desperate.

S.Scammers!

Of course, we all know them don't we? I have been friends with many nice, kind and caring Jammers that have turned into scammers. I cry whenever I hear there is a new scammer clan. By the way, Solidblue02, Silverstein, InfinityMagicHeroisback a few other Jammers I didn't get to see have started a new scammer clan, and aren't afraid to admit it. I have described scammers many times, and I am not that good at hate speeches. But they apply all around this post. Careless, rude and and famous. Famous, Rares, and Cool they become known as... Again - What does that teach young jammers - If I steal and cheat, I become cool and known. Not a good life lesson!

T.

U."U Were not Hacked"

Sorry, I have to be kinda clever for these end-of-the-alphabet letters. Anyways, Jammers DO get hacked. But it's very uncommon to guess someone's password. Also, people fake this all the time. "I was hacked send me rares" or "I'm sorry for being mean I was hacked" But, if you WERE actually hacked, why wouldn't the person who was being mean to you steal all your items? Huh? Need to think it thru before you guys try to trick us.

V.

W.Workers.

I'm sorry, but the humans that work at Animal Jam Headquarters seem to not have a care in the world about our problems in the Game that we are playing. I ordered a lion gift card about a month ago, thru Animal Jam Outfitters, and I never got emailed my code or sent thru the mail. I sent AJHQ an email about it, and of course they sent a robot reply back, not having anything to do with my issue. Once I told them that I never got their confirmation email, they never replied. Ace97 emailed AJHQ about this mail glitch he has been getting, that has caused him to loose a very rare brown beard and hasn't got some of my letters that I KNOW I did send. Tiger05430 supposedly sent me 20+ letters one day, but I only got about 4. Sorry that kinda of got off topic..

X.

Y.

Z.

So yeah.. that's a lot, I know. Some were cheesy x3

I'm kinda tired of typing right now..

That's why I kinda quit.

I guess I'll kinda be on AJ, but not as much.

I don't need rares, for my blog to be famous, or to have fans again.

I don't need it.

I just need my friends.

Shout out to all my friends who have stayed with me this whole time..

Snowyclaw, Fatpanda96, RJKingBeast, Puppy99NMS, Moonbeam1, DarknessAkia1, Nikisongs, And many more..

If you read this, please don't hate. A comment would be nice.I Don't know what you could say.. but ok.

~Goldfishypuppy/XxFreeSpiritxX/MisterArcticClaw/InfinityEepdOutPaw

Note: A lot of important events have been skipped in this biography, but those are for another time.

~Edit~
Okay, so here I am starting on 1/16/13 adding on this autobiography of my Animal Jam life. So I guess I started back when XxFreeSpiritxX ended.. which was around hmm what... June or so? DANG  I GOT A LOT OF LIFE TO COVER LOL
Well here we go typingtypingtypingtyping

Gawd, It already makes me sad looking at my list that said

'Shout out to all my friends who have stayed with me this whole time..

Snowyclaw, Fatpanda96, RJKingBeast, Puppy99NMS, Moonbeam1, DarknessAkia1, Nikisongs, And many more..'
Most of them have either quit, left, or we got into an argument and no longer speak.
Here's the updated list!:

Shout out to all my friends who have stayed with me this whole time..

Snowyclaw, Fatpanda96, RJKingBeast, Puppy99NMS, Moonbeam1, DarknessAkia1, Nikisongs, Cair, Supermonkeys, Goofy8966, Feelers, Cece, XRawrX, And many more..

Geez, well before I start explaining what all happened with those friends, let's just backtrack to June, ok?

So, around the middle of June (I think I've told this story in other posts) I was up late on Animal Jam one night, at around hmmm... 4am? Talking to snowyclaw, and I only had a few buddies on. I remember saying, "Nite, Snowei! See you tomorrow!" Then logging off my computer, off to sleep, pondering life. I remember thinking, "huh, I really should quit AJ sometime soon before the next school year, I'm far too addicted." Then thinking, "Wow, I could just quit right now, but naaaaah." But then, my brain suddenly said, "Why not?" So, I logged back onto to AJ, broke the news to snowy, and she started questioning me, of course. I explained everything to her, started sending away my rares, got tired, and decided to finish in the morning. (I think you can check out one of my old posts to see more of this story) When I came on in the morning, everyone had received my jamagrams and started crowding me in my den.

I quit for about two weeks, then returned.
I kept visiting and visiting, and in July I decided that I just can't lose this game that has taught me oh so much.
I remember my and my best XRawrX who I still talk to to this day, always had a fantasy of switching to secret usernames, being anonymous, keep our rares, and have our old rare friends never find us again. We just wanted to be regular jammers, you know? My username was going to 'Goldfishypuppy' and is the user that I stored my second tan carpet when I had one. 

On XxFreeSpiritxX, I still had my tan carpet, Famous blue top hat, non-member wings, a few spikes that meant a lot to me, and a lot of crappy/wasteful den and clothing rares.

I switched a good 50% of those items to Goldfishypuppy, where I created my now popular 'Admiral Rockypaw' bunny and my old seal, Wretched somethingclaw. I only told about five or so close friends (who aren't so close anymore -_-) that I was XxFreeSpiritxX, and they promised not to tell anybody that I was.

I admit, it was fun being so anonymous around people who I knew, but they didn't know me. Hearing them gossip about me, and say good things, and how they act without me there. Hah, I had always wanted to do that.

I took my Solid blue top hat, that I had no use for anymore, and I never had sentimental value to it, I had always faked how much I adored it, I took it to the original owner, Cruiser7, who had traded it to AlexiaJade(numbers), who had then 'gave it' to me. (Have I told that story yet?) Anyways, I went to him, explained that I really don't want it anymore, and I'd be willing to trade it back to him. He was shocked, knowing how much I had liked that top. He overtraded it to me, for a Red top hat, Solid black top hat, red legend glove, striped black top hat, and a black with red tip beard. I felt rich after that trade, thinking I'd maybe be able to start a trading career all over again, but that wasn't my intent.

My heart was setting on getting a Tan top hat, which I had never ever ever owned before, and give it to my best friend that had stayed with me forever, because I forgot to give her one of the eight top hats I owned when I was on XxFreeSpiritxX, and I felt incredibly bad. I took my new top hats to Silver101, who owned a tan top hat, and I offered all of those items to him including pink gazelles. (I can't remember how I had those..) To my joy, he accepted!

I was so happy. I didn't think this dream would come true. Oh, how I was excited to give Fatpanda96 her new top hat, I knew she would be overjoyed. I knew she didn't get on much anymore, after I quit, and I knew she switched to play Transformice. I went on Skype, and talked to my buddy Iloveaj5678/Shawana96 who also plays TFM a lot, and asked her to get Fatpanda on. After lots of waiting, FP finally got on!

I was literally SHAKING with excitement. Fp got on, and I said, "I have a surprise for you!" and sent her the top hat. I remember her saying, "OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG" but then I questioned her why she wasn't wearing it. She said it wouldn't let her accept it, and I immediately got scared. But, she reloaded, and accepted it, and it all worked out. :) "Are you sure? You can have it back if you want, whenever you want, I Promise!" She started exclaiming. "No, no, I'm sure." I guaranteed.

(skip forward two months to september, the post "you just can't please everybody" was published, and this is how I lost panda, due to my selfishness.) 

Hi Jammers!

Okay, it all started out when I quit on XxFreeSpiritxX.

I didn't give out my top hats until a week later. I wasn't comfortable sending them to offline people.

Well, a week later when I came back for a visit I ended up sending them anyways. I totally forgot about my best friend, Fatpanda96. I still had my favorite solid blue top hat. I offered to trade it back to the original owner, Cruiser7. He ended up doing a HUGE overtrade for it, worth more then a tan top hat. I traded all that stuff and pink gazelles I still had for Silver101's tan top hat. I kept it for a little while, played with it on XxFreeSpiritxX, since I wasn't a member yet, and told my friend on Skype who was Pandy's friend on Transformice, and she told Pandy to get on.

Once she got on, she already knew I had a surprise for her. I sent the top hat, added a star stamp, and she opened it, freaked out, but it wouldn't let her accept it. She reloaded, I was nervous, and the she could accept it. She started shouting "OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!" and all that, and promised to give it back to me if I ever wanted, even though I was almost positive I wouldn't. 

After I became a member on Goldfishypuppy, I asked her if I could try it on, since I hadn't had a tan top before. She flat out said I couldn't. I didn't get it. If I was generous enough to give it to you, you can't let me play dress-up for two minutes? I was kinda mad about this, but told myself I would get over it, and respected her decision. 

After I got my beta eye, you already heard the story about that a few lessons back. Pandy traded her striped blue for the tan carpet so I could get a fair trade, because I gave her a tan top. At that time, I didn't see what was coming. I really wanted Lemonfreeze12's brown worn. I was talking to him about how I was going to ask for Pandy's tan top back, because I didn't appreciate how she was complaining so much, she's changed, she's not the old best friend I remember, and I just didn't like her new 'vibe'. He said he would trade the worn for Tan top, red top, Brown Pilgrim, and a black striped top hat. Now, I really wanted this worn blanket. Before my offer was less, and he said it was still the best trade before I mentioned this tan top hat to him. 

A few days later, Pandy got online, and I explained my situation to her. My friend, RjKingBeast was also there. She knew what was happening, and once I asked for the tan top hat back, nobody said anything. I eventually decided to break the silence and said, "...did that show?" and Pandy said "No..". RjKingBeast told me on Skype that it did show. I was mad then. After about another 10 minutes or so of debating, she eventually sent it back. I told her I was planning to trade the worn blanket for a blue striped and stuff, to get her old blue striped back in which she was complaining about.

Later that day I traded lemon for the worn blanket, but it wasn't how I imagined it. It was boring. Kind of gross. Just.. blehh. I didn't really like it, and I told that to lemon the next morning. He kept saying supportive things like, "That worn is worth more then freedom wings." "I had to trade more for it." and we started talking about trading. He said that the key to trading is patience, and if you always decline everything, people will want it more and offer more. I realized that that's what he did to me. He liked my original offer, but kept declining and I traded way more then I could have. I didn't like that feeling that he kind of tricked me. A few days later, I asked to trade back. He was overjoyed about having his 'dream' again to have Red top hat and Tan top hat at the same time again. I didn't feel really bad, I already had got him his old 'dream' of having membership again, yet I don't regret it. He said, "Oh.. there was tradebacks.. that would have been nice to know.." I got all worried, that he already traded one of the items, and started thinking about how to get a fair trade quickly for this worn. He traded back after a bit of stalling, and was super furious. "I was done with this game anyways" he said, and logged off. That whole event got me in a funk, I removed all my rares, and logged off. I wasn't really in the mood for debating no more. The next week or so, I didn't wear rares and I admit, was kind of rude. Lemon got on every now and then, still didn't act like him old self. I eventually got over it, and so did he.

A few nights ago, I traded the tan top for a good trade that I wanted. I didn't know if panda was still playing, but I was nervous. After she sent the tan top back, she went to epic wonders, said she was quitting, made all her animals black, but I had to go. I didn't know if she actually quit or not. I traded the tan top, and was 110% happy for a few days. Until yesterday night, Pandy got online and jamagrammed if I was still trading lemon. At the time, me and lemon were having a serious conversation in his den. I told him to go on my chatbox, and we both logged out. I admit, I went offline to avoid panda. We finished talking on the chatbox, he had to go, and later that night I went on again. I was in the temple of zios, and had this greyed out loading screen, so I could see what was happening in Jamaa, but couldn't do anything. I saw her say, "Why'd you trick me, Gold? :(" and I reloaded and I went to her den. Apparently, Panda's friend, Uniquelog (My old friend, yet we had no fight..) was talking to panda, and she said how "I tricked her" and Unique started jamagramming me things. I told panda to come to my den, and explained everything that happened. I had a blue striped at the time, but I wasn't comfortable nor had the willpower to give it to panda. She said, "Oh, you don't have to get me a blue striped. I'll just quit, It will be better for everyone." Now, that was why I wanted the tan top back in the first place. Because of this attention-seeking complaining, new version of her that wasn't like the panda I remember giving the tan top too. All I said was, "You're doing it again.." and she was confused. She didn't get what I mean. I didn't have the courage to tell her, and said I was just going to go off. She said, "I'll just quit.." all I said was, "bye.. see you later.. or not." And I logged off. I didn't like the situation.

Well this morning, (9/5/2012) I logged on, and I looked in my inbox. Jasper521 had jamagrammed me, "YOU STOLE PANDY'S TOP HAT, RARES HAVE TAKEN OF YOU, NOW I HEAR YOUR (Next jamagram) TRYING TO BE RARER THEN SOMEONE! HAVE FUN WITH YOUR RARES. :)" I was confused by what she said. I didn't 'Take Pandas top' I took my own one back, but if you don't have the decentcy to look from my point of view, don't judge me. I'm trying to be rarer then someone? I figured this one out. She talked to CookiezNCream, But before I say the rest, let me clear something up. Long long long story short, Me, Cookiez, and Lemon scammed a Very rare item of Jasper's, and me and lemon Backstabbed Cookiez on the deal, and we all got mad at eachother, and I just recently apologized to Cookiez and were friends now. Now to Continue.. She must have talked to Cookiez, which I don't get, because there enemies, and Cookiez must have said I'm trying to be rarer then her, because we have the same items. Yesterday morning, she said, "I have almost all the same items as you except you have extra founder >:D" Which I took as a little friendly competition thing, and I tried to say as nice as possible, "Well, I have two non-member wings, too." and she must of taken that otherwise.. 

Also, my good guy friend, who we've been through a lot, but I know he would be serious on this case, he jamagrammed me: "PEOPLE ARE PLANNING TO TAKE YOUR RARES, BE CAREFUL ON WHO YOU (Next Jamagram) TRUST" Now, I'm not going to say his user because incase these scammers he's talking about, asked him on the plan and he just agreed to get information, they would be mad about them. 

So, I don't know who actually is trying to scam me, but in these situations it seems Jasper251 and CookiezNCream and maybe Fatpanda96,  Edit: I found out that it was Uniquelog, Jasper521,and some others planning to scam me, and they were trying to convince Fatpanda96. No offense to all of them, they're all very nice once you're good friends with them. Just know, that I record all suspicious activity on AJ, that's how I got 45 minutes of HighQuality Scamming, so If you try to pull anything on me, well, good luck.

Update: Well now, the same person that starred in our 'MAKE IT STOP, MAKE THEM STOP!!!!" Post, just got in my drama. Everyone is saying that I'm the bad guy, even though they didn't hear the whole story, since I haven't published this. Don't judge me, if you don't know the whole story. I did in fact get Fatpanda's striped blue top hat back, but never showed it to her. I was planning to give it back, but now she's starting all these rumours. I showed it to this girl who was in our other story, and she said I just want to trade it for more rares. How stereotypical? She always acts like I'm just about rares. She said that I wouldn't understand whatever she was talking about, even though she's never tried to explain and still hasn't. She says I never had friends ignore me when I was non-member, and I said, "Were you there with me every single moment of everytime I've been on, even in my private me-only locked den?" She replied, "Maybe I was, you were just to busy TRADING!!!" Wow. So much drama, I can't stand it. At least I'll find my true friends, and I'm going to say what I want, do what I want, 'cause I'm not gonna hide behind a mask again.

So, yeah, that was how I lost pandy. The last time that I spoke to her was on TFM, two weeks ago or so. I said, "haaay buddy me it's goldie!cx" and she said "okay" and added me. And that was it. :/

Anyways, let's skip back to July. I was feelin' pretty good about myself, I gave pandy a tan top, no one really knew who I was, AJ was all good, no drama or anything. So, I got bored one day and started missing my blogging adventures. I opened up a new blogger account, and just decided that I would design a blog that I wouldn't use. Psssh, no biggie, I won't start another blog, right? Wrong.

Well, you know the feeling when you get really angry, and you feel like you have a big knot in your stomach, that just keeps getting tighter and tighter? Yeah, then you tell someone about it, and just let it out, and it feels better, right? I guess that's what kinda happened to me, 

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Notice: The Truth page is published again, I started adding more to it, but then I stopped. Why so? Because all the other stories that I would put on there are already on this blog, this story above is just the one I was going to add. :) I hope you're not upset, but that's my decision! All you need to do is use the fancy shmancy sidebar tool and click on the months and posts you want to see and read to see the truth of all my marvelous Animal Jam mishaps and adventures.