Lessons of Jamaa #33: Some things NEVER HAPPEN

Hi Everyone!

Today I'd just like to declare something that might sound a bit rude, and a bit harsh, but it's true. 

some things never happen.

Yupp, let's face the facts. I'm not talking about crazy things, like saying that an alien is going to come down to earth and grab me and my computer while I'm typing this, and bring me back to his home planet called Kakaluuz. No, that's most likely not going to happen, but I guess it could. I'm talking about real things, like things that you wish could happen, but they don't. Now, this doesn't apply to rares. No. You can get any rare, it's actually quite easy, it is a kids game, right? It's not really that strategical if you think about it.. I'm talking about drama and stuff. 

For this post, I'm going to tell a story. Now, this story is about Gingerpawz and I's relationship, but in NO MEANS do I mean to hate on Gingerpawz in ANYWAY, I still love her and care about her and she's a wonderful jammer. If you leave any hater comments, they will be deleted immediately, and comment moderation will be turned on and you will have ruined it for everyone. ._. So don't leave any mean comments, k? k.

Anyways, So here's a story from a to z. (Ya wanna get with me you better listen carefully, lol no for any of you who know that song..back to the story >.<) So I made a post apologizing about all this drama that has happened between me and Gingerpawz, if you scroll down you can see it. She commented saying we could be friends If I wanted, but she was quitting soon. I was relieved, and I thought we could become close again. 

Yesterday, I followed my friend to her den and she was there, with some of her friends and a few fans. I was excited, and I thought she would be, too. I went over by her, "GINGER" "GINGER!" I repeated. She said brb, and went to her friends den. Shortly after, she returned. I assumed she didn't know I changed users, and she just thought I was a copier of my Admiral Rockypaw bunny. But after awhile, some random person came and asked if I was goldy, and I said yes, so obviously that wasn't the case anymore. Ginger played and joked around with her other friend named Mel, and I felt quite awkward for awhile. It was a little depressing sitting there, watching my old friend, who's bunny's name is Mister ArcticClaw, after my old username.. 

I tried to break the ice, questioning, "Ginger..?" "Ginger?" after she somewhat ignored me, I didn't know if it was intentional or not, I said, "Ginger, are we good now?" confirming if she was still upset with me or not. She finally noticed me, and said what I remember to be "I think so." or something like that.. anyways, it wasn't quite what I expected. 

I thought we would reunite, hug, catch up, add eachother, and hangout the rest of the night, but like the title says, some things never happen. I tried to send her a buddy request, but the sign came up saying that her list was full. She kept mentioning how she was quitting, which I assumed was why she didn't feel like catching up, or she just wasn't ready to become friends again. I don't know.

But, I respect her decision, and I'm just glad she knows that I still care about her, and miss her, and I finally let out the truth, and she didn't get mad. Even though it's not what I dreamed about, it is what it is, and I've done all I can.

Quick LOJ, but oh well. Had to get it off my chest, thanks guizeeee. o:

~Breathless