I fell asleep for the first 15 minutes that the party was supposed to start, and then I woke up, I realized my den was locked, a few people came, and I don't know, I just felt.. bleh.
I realized it was pointless, and that I could never.
I'm sorry for getting your hopes up, It's just not the same anymore.
I wish I could make my fingers type long posts again, to somehow dust off the creativity section in my brain, and get the gears turning again, but I don't know.. I just can't, I guess. I built a community, that I couldn't handle.
So much for one year, So much for the old friends, but thanks for everyone being there.
I might delete this blog, but I just don't know..